So things made a turn since yesterday but now is where everything gets a little blurry . Mind is wondering, heart is racing as I breathe deeply in and out constantly thinking what's next? In the back of my mind I still wonder what if? How come? And now I'm just up in my thoughts wondering what can I do to make things different? How can I approve? Am I good enough?? As hours pass by there's only one person on my mind but is that enough to get through the time. Wow it's another sleepless night without my thoughts.
©shanty
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