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Sleepless night

It's late night at 3:00 a.m here I'm still awake, I'm tired and powerless 
But i can't sleep, my thoughts was on you waiting for you but nobody was there. 
Its another sleepless night, 
laying here thinking about you. 
As I toss and turn, 
I lay here and wonder where you are with my eyes wide open, 
looking up at the ceiling. 
Wondering if you are worth my thoughts 
So I get up, as I walk around in a cold house, in another sleepless night. 
I fix my pillow then I lie back down to sleep 
and close my eyes, in another sleepless night. 
my mind keeps on playing the memories we shared together... 
but so much sadness in my hopeless life. 
I never knew things would change so fast. 
You're not here and I'm alone 
Trying to runaway from this pain that has grown ,I feel so empty not that you're gone. 
There's so much crying I just feel like dying 
This one's are for you 
And though they are coming from a broken heart,these words aren't new 
Thank you for the life you've given me. I'm finally free 
Free from being stranded by love, when you left me abandoned. I made you seem like a nice boy, as if it was mutual 
fuck all that!!!! 
you broke my heart. 
you left me stranded, 
you left me alone. 
You ain't worth my tear nor my thoughts 
I don't blame you for leaving 
I suppose it wasn't meant to b 
Let bygones be bygones 
Im free spirited without you 
I just didn't realize it 
by: Refilwe Motsamai "Oriole _Blythe"