I don't have any diseases,
Nor any kinds of illnesses.
But this suck memories
that is stuck onto my head!
Do I have to break it?
Or should I have to forget everything!
Your sweet voice became my out of tone songs,
Your warm embrace became my strangulation,
Your smooth touch became my thorn of Wrath,
Your sugary kisses already on my drafts.
Oh I wish I can kill myself for being weak.
So that I can survive easily from this great destress!
I cry every night,
While I turn off the light.
Pretending to sleep.
But I can't stop my self to weep!
Thousands of luxurious liquids came out
From this kind of island colour of ground.
Everytime I close my eyes I see you!
Everytime I'm breathing in I remember you!
Everytime I smile I feel you!
Everything that I am doing I think about you!
I wish you out of my head.
I wish you out of my breath.
I loved you for how many times.
That how I make myself blind!
Blinded from the truth!
Blinded from everything about you.
Hypocrite!
Yeah you are the best Fabulist.
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