I lie in bed awake tonight,
Wishing of things I can change.
I try convince myself,
But it's all so strange.
Is it me,
Or is it you?
Do I try to hold on,
Or are we through?
So many memories we've shared
Just to walk away broken hearted.
But so much hurt
To make you stay.
Why do we do this,
Try to hurt the other more,
Only to watch one
Walk right out the door?
I love you so much,
Yet I push you to the point of breaking,
But why do you play with my heart
That you never stop taking?
Is this the end
Or a new beginning?
Only one can guide me
When my head is spinning.
Don't push,
Don't try,
Don't stress,
Don't cry.
That is what plays
Over in my head
As I try to close my eyes
And just go to bed.
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