can't sleep.
cuz the thought of you linger in my head.
burning holes in my brain till I only see you.
eating away at my heart as it melt in time.
the constant ache.
though I love the burn.
fore it burns so good.
the thought of I can't get you off of my mind.
living rent free taking up space.
becoming my only residents.
as you become the slow burn the remedy of my lovesick brain dead.
my unforgettable muse.
your words lost in my mind like a broken vinyl playing in my head as they have me hanging by a indelible thread.
such a deranged love song.
but I love your crazy.
your beautifully deranged.
yet I dream of you.
of kisses in the dark.
of the bone chilling whispers of I need you.
the agony of wanting.
the recurring fear of losing you.
anticipation of sleeping in vacancy as I don't want to sleep alone.
the cold of sheets of not having you as my own.
I curl up lingering in silence.
the agony of a empty single man's home.
the mood swings plaque my existence every time I see you.
yet I'm a exiled king as you lonesomely watch my throne.
my chambers left bare.
not a kiss of air.
no sunshine cuz you never linger.
your warmth is absent from my heart.
yet it breaks uneven when you text me.
missing you is the death of me.
yet I love the hurt.
seduction of a familiar poison.
yet it never chases my lips.
but run to oblivion.
yet I dream of you still.
lost in dreams of erotica unknown.
to haunt me still.
yet these emotions.
I know they're real.
they fuck me every night.
kiss me in the breaking dawn.
and ravage me hard passionate in the pale cold moonlight.
leaving only a love letter and the wrinkles of sheets.
knowing you are the only one to make my heart complete..
©darkdeity
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