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Smiles with a frown

What's hiding behind that smile...
You're still hurting no denial...
why don't you cry,
why does your face not run the waters dry...
all i can see is Pain
I can feel you have been drained
out of energy to keep up your act...
You smile with your enemies that's a clear fact...
who is that hiding in your smile...
a little girl who lost everything in her life...
she can't bear it no more
when will she see the light...
Her life is so dark...
all she can hear are bad remarks...
the whispers...
all start to clatter...
"look at her she fat...hahaha check out her legs who walks like that...you think you so clever...haha no boy wants you never...you so tall...watch how I make fall" BAM!
I fall then hit a wall...
not a wall made of bricks
a wall that's broken, that no one can fix...
My mind spinning...
round and round...
listening to the words running wild...
My heart feels the adrenaline...
bam...bam...bam...
My wall still cracks...
all i wanna do is to yell
"STOP!!!!"
Suddenly all silent...
a melody I long to hear...
But now I fear
why did that melody always disappear
©noluthando