Why do you smoke?
People ask me for a meaning.
Well ya know,
it's to hide my feelings.
I smoke,
to cover the pain.
It kinda like,
a game I play.
When I am feeling down,
I smoke,
and when I am happy,
I don't.
It's a pattern,
each and every day.
But I know,
I will pay.
The consequences,
will catch up to me.
I already know,
that it won't let me be.
I know I will become sick,
later in life.
But this is better,
then when I used the knife.
Smoking numbs the pain,
that I feel inside.
But the choice,
is for me to decide.
I don't care,
if I will die,
it helps the pain,
that I feel inside.
©noah_law18
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