I think of you though you're gone away.
every idea every thought is swallowed by you.
I would often feel tortured by you somehow trapped by the unraveling fact that I can't get you off my mind.
that you are my center of my universe and I die every time I look at you.
to be lost.
to be doomed by you.
to be yours.
it's the bittersweet taste of you I can't deny.
yet you are always somewhere trapped in my mind.
eating my heart out though I know the chunks of me tastes so sweet.
dreams of you remain sweet wet to it's nature.
daydreams becomes a everyday thing.
obscene naughty mirages of you that plaque my existence numb.
tingling in my being I fall victim to.
the afterthought of I want you like a drug.
a familiar poison I willingly get drunk off of.
yet your red curly hair.
your golden tanned skin.
and everything that started to make me a addict to you.
your voice I have lost in my head.
it's melodic tones serenading me in the quiet of the night.
the wet dreams haunt me.
they seduced me in the night.
your body my hands cry about.
your lips my mouth and tongue hide just to speak.
as I fall in love with the taste that makes me weak.
the kryptonite to my loins yet I have not peaked.
yet I see you everywhere.
I often lose control.
yet I'm lost so lost.
but loving you is my fate.
wanting you so bad it burns.
I got the itch like poison ivy for you.
yet you spread to me like fever.
something so pure yet it feels so right.
yet it burns so good.
wanting you a love I couldn't understand.
but died if I lost you.
wanting heaven but hell wouldn't let me reach it.
yet I'm under your spell.
so lost in you.
so ready to love.
so ready to tease the gods above.
©darkdeity
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