"Hopelessness is to be expected when my world is Hell,
Will things ever get better? Only time will Tell,
Day by day I can just feel my mental health Deteriorating,
Trying my best to fix it by any means but nothing seems to work as it's so Aggravating,
Every day that I wake up, I feel so cold and Numb,
Can't feel any of my fingers as I try to touch the tip of my Thumb,
Sometimes I feel so invisible just like a Ghost,
Losing control of my own body as there's a parasite inside of me and I'm the Host,
Every time I take two steps forward, something bad always happens and I end up taking five steps Back,
Praying for positivity and balance in my life as I hope to see some light shine through that Crack,
Is it too much to ask for when I say that I want to be Loved?,
And actually being the position of getting showed appreciation and not always being Shoved?,
I know I'm not crazy when I say this so don't call me Delirious,
When I say that people like me are really suffering from this depression shit as it's so Serious ..."
©jamaree
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