so so sorry my children that I made mistakes, but if you forgive me I'll do whatever it takes you are the ones I hurt but I am still crying I think you are scarred but I feel I am dying I hurt you please forgive me for my mistakes if you forgive me I'll do whatever it takes with you no longer in my life I feel so sad with my mistakes I've made you all so mad I'm sorry for all the things I said for all the things you read I close my eyes at night all's i can see is a visions of you and my grandchildren talking to me don't stay away I am empty I need you to stay I'm sorry I'm not good enough I'm sorry I let you down see your face is running through my mind my happiness I can not find, I have no reason to live as your mother I made mistakes we all know this is true it's my fault cuz I hurt you, but if you forgive me I promise I'll never mess up at all when you are sad I want to be the one you call I'm so proud of you no matter your mistakes this is the life I will do whatever it takes this is my sorry for every mistake
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