P

Sober but not free

Some days are better then others
My nose sits apon my face
Itching for a line
That isn't coming.
I wont lie I miss the nosebleeds,
the copper taste
Sometimes minty smell.
Yayo
Addys
Percs
Vikes
Oxy
And so on.
I maybe sober but I'm not free.
I have self control
A full pill bottle
Sits on my nightstand
Daring me to cave in.
I'm stronger then them
They are no longer
My weakness
But my strength.
Some days are better then others
My nose sits apon my face
Itching for a line
That isn't coming.
       -Penguin
©penguin