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Solitary Love...

I loved you then
And still love you now.
But you forgot to love me back somehow.
I gave it my all,
I'd stumble and fall.
But you watched me bleed
Not caring at all.

Hope or care or anything inbetween,
These things from you was never seen.
My solitary love,
My pain,
My heart,
How will I do this?,
Where do i start?.
I need the answers, I need to know,
Because my solitary heart broke from this blow.
Onesided effortless love,
That was how things fell apart.
Love cannot sustain when one heart is dark.
I loved you so much, so deeply, so true,
My solitary love was blinded by you.
When it was too little, too late, too much,
Then only I saw it,
You never cared much.
Love was not mutual,
It was just on my part.
Solitary love brings only despair,
It makes you feel wortless, naked and bare.
Onesided feelings will bring you pain,
From solitary love you have nothing to gain.
©lollasmith