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Some Days

Some days
Some days can feel like I'm alone on the most extravagantly pitched field, playing for a one man team that dont have the odds of a winner, that the people are not backing and then I remember that love is the only real thing.
Some days can feel massively overwhelming with the expectations for myself, that only I have created, with my own exhausting thought regime, that can sometimes trys to take control of my life and then I remember that love is the only real thing.
Somedays can feel worrying, with worries of things that appear so visually in my mind, that grow so very quickly, with the more time I spend entertaining them and then I remember that love is the only real thing.
Somedays I feel like I'm lost on a lonely planet, with no direction, asking for guidance that I think I need so much, that it then becomes my only focus and then remember that love is the only real thing.
Somedays I feel stagnic, with a thought process on repeat, that lacks creativity and love, that leaves me feeling in a vibe thats unfriendly and lacks motivation, causing me to feel drained, unbalanced and then I remember that love is the only real thing.
And then on somedays, I, myself choose to give back to my thoughts, I choose to simply listen to them and kindly give them some love by assuring them that everything is going to be ok. I choose gratitude and I remind them of all the love that I have around me and that I have created. Because I slowly realised that my thoughts are always going to be part of me and that I cant stop myself from thinking, regardless of if their friendly or not, but what I can do, is I can offer those thoughts some kindness. I show them love, because love, truly is, the only real thing.
©reverie