Why anyone's behaviour affect me
Why I punish myself for someone else
Why I am always told to understand everything
Why don't anyone else try to understand me
Why I always find myself alone when I need someone
Why my flying feelings are suppressed
Why I feel like an unwanted person on this earth
Why noone try to know me ever, what I want, what I love
Why do I feel like being left
Why I am not anyone's priority
Why I find myself in a situation where I find no solution
Why my mind don't forgets any bad memory that is hurting
Why I am so complicated
Why noone understands my feelings without saying a word
Why god gave me a mind that doesn't forgets anything, always cares for those who doesn't think a little bit before leaving me lonely
Why do people think I am too strong to bear all the hurtful things
Why people understands my value when they are in problem and need me
Why god hasn't given someone the powers to see the hurting heart inside me beside my forever fake smile
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