I hang my head in despair and some times, I can't be around you.
It's not because I don't love you, because I do.
My heart just feels bad and I can't think properly, mom.
Someday you will understand, someday you will see.
When your in a better place in your life.
And there's no more pain and strife then my heart will open up for you mom, I only want the best in your life.
But, from where I am standing things are complicating and I need for you to look from my eyes and understand me.
I am still your little boy, but this little boy grew up.
He doesn't need mommy to hold his hand.
At this moment I'm making my own life with a beautiful woman that someday will be my wife.
A baby on the way, to add in my little home, which me and her have made.
You will always be my mom but your little boy is all grown up, he is not afraid.
Someday when your settled in your life, we can spend family moments again.
But, mom right now I'm making my life and you are finding yours.
It's not the end, just the beginning.
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