He's like the devil, he has a spell on me. It's an addictive situation.
When I lose myself, he's there to set me free.
There's always another continuation.
He has me where he wants me, its the control that he has on me.
I'm lost without him, but I'm not myself when he's around, its almost like a dream.
Where do I go from here, nothing seems to be the way I wish it to be.
A bird can fly so high, and they have total control over themselves. They are completely free.
Abandonment in my own circle of life, is how I feel.
I can't breathe because I feel choked up with pressure and strife.
I think this controlling monster wants me to be his wife.
A bed of lies is what he feeds me and to me we have no future ahead.
If I were to marry this freak, he would one day have me dead.
There's no future in a tied up circus act. He has to lose me and give me my life back.
There's no two sided love affaires in my book
I believe that you can't touch but you can always look.
Someday, he will free me
Someday I won't need him but he will always need me.
©terrylin53
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