Through all my imperfections, there was you.
How could I have loved someone who never loved me to.
You tell me all the time how lucky I am, but am I really the lucky one?
I caught you with that blonde girl, you looked like you were having fun.
I never see you smile at me, anymore.
These are all signs not to be ignored.
I heard you come home late the other night.
You tip toed to your side of the bed, it was all because of our fight.
If you are not happy, then why not leave me?
Instead of cheating, set yourself free.
One day, I will surprise you with a note on your bed.
My bags are already packed, inside my head.
I know all the right words to tell you, that will make you cry.
I guess you saw the doctors papers, that I am gonna die.
I should of told you earlier, but you know me, afraid to be alone.
At least in my last days of my life, show me a little respect, and own up to what I saw on your cell phone.
Soon I will be out of your life,
One day you will have to find a new wife.
Maybe she's the one..
Someday i will be gone.
©terrylin53
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