SOMEONE?

I need a human to talk to,someone?
I need not to know you,anyone?
You mean.... there's actually no one?

I have got one question to ask,
I need not to hide it in my mask,
Please give me a chance to ask.
How can I go back to normal?
Am no longer a mammal,
It's like I lost my way in a big mall.
It's very clear am confused,
I even don't know if am being used,
Its like like I got our hearts fused.
The problem is I got the disease alone,
He has lent be happiness like a loan,
Yet his heart is always happy like a lawn.
©chebby642