Do you want someone else?
I find myself wanting to ask
As I feel insecure
I find myself wanting to tell you things
Such as how I'm deathly afraid of semis
Or how I've never been actually loved
Or how my dad yells just a little too much
Which makes me want to die
Or how I'm constantly breaking down inside
Always wanting to cry
Or how I'm addicted to the way
You treat me like an actual human being
Or how I need you so bad now
That I'm afraid to admit it
Or how I'm so scared that if I do admit it
You'll leave
I find myself asking if I'm good enough
Or if you want someone else
Cause the distance makes me nauseous
When I think of it for too long
Cause I've never been good enough
At least that's what they've implied
When all the other people
Walked out and chose someone else
To feed all their lies
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