Someone I don't know

That was it?
That was the end?
If you're just gonna leave me hanging,
you shouldn't have let me feel this way.
You've made me laugh, you've made me happy,
And I am thankful for every bit.
I shouldn't have let myself get comfortable.
Shouldn't have depended on you.
But now that your'e gone,
now that you left my space,
I felt a void in my world.
It's like you died, and my heart died with you.
Still, I long for your message.
Ever time a notification rings,
I get excited unconciously,
Only to be slapped by a painful truth.
You, me, were done.
There was never an "us" in the first place
But my feelings got involved.
I felt something, and I thought you felt it too.
I admit, I'm hurt because of my stupidity.
I didn't even know you.
I didn't even know your name.
Didn't know what you looked like.
But damn, how did you made me feel this way?
What can I do?
This singularity is irreversible
This isn't love, I know.
It's not infatuation either.
So, what is this?
I'm longing for someone I don't know.
©shae