I'm not used to this
as I've heard you aren't either
this seems real to me
singing your love to me
without saying a word
I know I've said it before
more than I could possibly ask for
but today...
I think...
I found a light to take me from the dark
before I just flew through a romance
swimming in a liquid I thought was real
feeling gone in that thing I thought was real love
but I was really just high on bad drugs
but I think this is real
I'm not doing something I don't want
yet it's ironic
yes it's funny how the first time we kissed we where in the clouds
I've fought for something real
someone who could take away the pain
but what I was missing was...
I wasn't waiting for a "real man" to take my pain
I was waiting for the real you to make the pain barrable
as I look at you sitting on the edge
then gently brush my hair off my face
i used to run in a race to catch anything
I just wanted to catch a feeling
I was always one step in front or behind
I've found you
now we run side-by-side
I'm not used to being slow
I'm not used to forgetting the label
but it feels special in a different way
I feel like I'm hiding from a disaster
a disaster called life
people
labels...
I think I love you
but I have to bite my tongue
I think you love me
but your pace slows to a snail
so goodnight
drift slowly from these empty clouds
and for the first time let's dream softly
the bad dreams gone in the distance
thank you for listening
thank you for loving
❤️❤️
Naomi~wingedfeature
©drifter
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