Lonelness is really something strange
I find myself wanting what I don't need, or deserve in its mist
I find myself thinking strange, when it mutters its words
In isolation there is no line, boundary none
Only me myself and time
Once away from the devastation
The heart and mind can truly heal
I find myself at its Ackles Heal
Thinking of the men that pass me by as I'm a window
Thinking as to why I'm only good for marriage material
I have been told they want to marriage me when their done playing around
But I'm not gonna sit and wait to be found
I'm not hiding
I refuse to be a collectable
I refuse to be seen as only the end woman after all the pain given
I want to be seen as the mural on the window pane
One that is admired and not taken in vain
I am worth more
I deserve to truly be adored
I want to be the main for once, not the one who is keep for preservation or lust
I am worth more than....
©savy
S