Sometimes
I hate being called
I didn't ask for this at all
I was just fine
Living the wild life
Never even considered
Jesus christ
Never contemplated
The after life
I was bound
By the spirit of suicide
Tried to die
With a gun
A knews
Pills
And a knife
But some how
I continued to survive
My morals
I compromised
I would never take advice
Or apologize
I despised
Life
I only wanted one thing
And that was to die
Threw my addictions
And crimes
Christ never left my side
He tugged at my heart
Day and night
And i would continualy
Put up a fight
Was lost
And didn't want
To be found
But somehow
Christ made me come around
I would run away
But he wouldn't let me go
I never asked
To be chose
But now
Im the one who will never let go
©actsfire
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