sometimes

sometimes I cry
not because I want to but because it's the easiest way to release the pain
sometimes I get sad
not because I want to because
the people around call me names that make me that way
sometimes I get depressed
not that I want to but because I have no friends
sometimes i get angry at myself
not because I want to but because I hate being in a world where no one loves me
sometimes I wonder was I ever Destin for greatness.
©natassia