sorry

Im sorry for letting me get clo se to you,
Im sorry for trying.
Im sorry for not being what you wanted me to be,
Im sorry for not dying.
Im sorry for showing you that little part of me
The part that's always crying.
So, for now ill keep on smiling even if im lying
Im sorry ive never opend up to you,
Im sorry ive never told you the truth
Im sorry im standing here,
Still,infront of you
Im sorry for wasting your time on me,
Im sorry for letting you be apart of me,
Im sorry for, being me
Im sorry!
Im sorry for my past , mu present,
But...
Im not sorry for my future,
I deserve it, and now you can be happy,without me.
So, ypu keep on smiling
while i, will be...
Dying .
©meep