sorry

I'm sorry,
I'm sorry!
those words linger in my ear..
I'm sorry,
im sorry,
u say so sincere,
lies, lies
that's all u tell
every word that comes out your mouth.
years and years of excuses mumbled,
I've heard them all, not one good enough to support your story,
then comes out,
your sorry!
Bullshit is deep
getting deeper by the min.
I fear if I hear those words one more time,
the devil will take over me..
for anger sets in every min your talking.
lies pouring out like a hot lattee,
every cell in my body wanting to explode,
my heart just wanting truth,
how absurd!
my soul longing to be heard
I close my eyes,
mind out of control,
my eyes suddenly open,
there I set, sweating, crying,
all alone once again,
A nightmare I have over and over pends.
©robecca