Last night I saw you in a dream
I wanted to scream
Your presence was overwhelming
And I started crying
I couldn't believe mine eyes
When your face I recognised
Your smile still mesmerizing
Your voice was comforting
I had so much to say
Before you went away
But I couldn't find any words
All I know is that it hurts
I remember I was so mad at you
How could you just leave
Not caring what I'll go through
It's still hard to believe
How much I miss you daily
But all you said was sorry
Puzzled I thought "Really"
Just sorry?
Sorry I didn't come to say goodbye
God knows I tried but I hurt when you do
Each time I tried I broke down and cry
I couldn't stand what you go through
You have been my biggest part
The one who holds my heart
I hope you are feeling better
I will catch you later
Just like you came you left once more
But I'm not hurting like before
©lenni
L