I'm sorry that I'm hurting
I can't let you in.
I know you want to be my light
that candle has blown out
and has left me with the night
somewhere within.
you see I don't even close my eyes
when I feel the need to sleep
these memories keep me awake
and remind me of the cut that has cut too deep .
I'm doing okay now
I just don't feel my heart
I'm trying to take steps forward
in a world that has fallen half apart.
I'm sorry that I'm hurting
you can be my friend
do not get attached
you'd only lose your grip in-between the black.
I'm sorry I'm hurting
maybe one day I'll heal and a new life will come again
I'll sit here hit a shot of jack and cry it out
until then
the end.
©darkdayz95
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