I see nothing... nothing but darkness.... there is nothing there... the brush hit the canvase and fell to the ground. nothing... no more, it was lost nowhere to be found. love was sought out but remained the same. just a stain that will forever be. you,.... it's not that you couldn't see, but didn't want to see... no effort was given, no care was there, it was just another game for you. and it was a losing one for me no matter what I did. so go on hide back in your dark corner. you love the pain, hurt, and sorrow and crave it's company. have it back cause I tried to pull you out. but I will not wait for something that will truly never be no matter how much I wanted it to be you and me. I've lost the fight that I was on so now I gotta leave and say so long. beaten down from all that I had faught for, I walk away. it's the last option I have, so now here i fade. just a memory, a dream, a kiss.... lost.... this was a love that was always meant to miss. never really there and you walked through it just like air without even a care... so that's it, goodbye, no more questions, no need to lie. you got what you wanted now I gotta fly... GO FUCK WITH SOMEONE ELSES HEART CAUSE YOU AINT GOT ME, NOW BE YOU AND ILL BE FREE!!!
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