I have to walk this road alone
My own resistance is done
I grab for what I can find
To keep my heart aligned
But hope is fading fast
I need to take a rest
Regroup my approach
Try to get in touch
With the self I lost
The one who mattered most
He has been neglected
Vulnerable and unprotected
He is the only one who stayed
When everyone turned away
The only one who understand
The one who never pretend
Whom I had talks with
Who knows my worth
I'm ashamed for all that
I hope it's not the end yet
Forgive me for sidelining you
That's not what I meant to do
From today you're number one on my list
It's high time I put you first
©lenni
L