Soul Like Yours.. 🌹

When I heard that you were gone, in that moment I couldn't breathe, my heart stopped beating, my whole world collapsed; and my tears were so hard that it felt like they were cutting my eyes. 
In that moment, I was dying inside.
I couldn't feel my legs; they were numb, and my hands were starting to shake. 
All I could do was open my mouth and scream came out. 
I couldn't hear my scream cause the pain was so severe. 
I felt sick to my stomach and dizzy in my head.
Oh, God, that can't be true, 
Tell me, someone made a sick joke, because God wouldn't take you from me.
But, my heart knew the truth, it was horrible but true.
My whole body started to shake, and eventually I collapsed.
My friends came to me, and gave me pills to calm me down so I could sleep.
When I woke up, I thought it was a horrible dream, nightmare, and of course it couldn't be true.
But it was, 
one of the saddest days of my life.
I was asking God why he would take you? 
because you were one of the sweetest and most pure souls, so kind and good, Why would he pick you? 
But then I remembered that I read once,
When someone asked why the best people go first? 
The answer was, 
When you are in the garden, which flowers do you pick first?
The answer was the most beautiful one.
I realized then, that you would fly high in the sky, because a soul like yours was too good for this earth.
In memory of  Robert 🖤
©kami