Speaking backwards

I see you there

My mind goes boom!

I try and speak

But my mouth is paralyzed

You make me weak

I'm backwards immobilized

I'm talking backwards

I'm speaking hazards

Just call me a b@stard

Your beauty

I have not mastered

I hear your voice

My head goes bang!!!

I try to talk

But my tongue is neutralized

I can't even walk

I'm mumbling and compromised

I'm talking backwards

I'm speaking hazards

Just call me a b@stard

Your beauty

I have not mastered

I see you walk

My brain goes wham!!!

I try to focus

My lips are frozen , I apologize

Like hocus pocus

You have me hypnotized

I see you dance

My skull goes crack!!

I try and think

I'm very inaudible, just sighs

Not even a blink

I'm backwards talking ,unwise

I'm backwards talking

From your walking

Every morning , every evening

Of you I'm always dreaming

What is the meaning ?

Please come into my being