I don't feel too good right now,
My nerves are shot and this moment isn't for me,
Sometimes I wonder if I should quit right now,
Hang up my noose and call it an early night,
And I swear I wish I could,
Let this moment pass without a hint of worry,
But that's not what's on my mind,
When I'm feeling real damn empty,
I want to die,
I'm never gonna be that special,
Let me die,
At least they'll be one more spare room ready,
And though everyone tells me to believe in Him,
What's the point if my life is spent in shadows,
Just let me die,
Don't even bother with a gravestone,
Yes this feeling paralyzes me,
It keeps me still as the memories start to cave in,
Wishing this could be and that,
But now my mind is sinking really heavy,
I keep running around inside my head hoping that one day I'll find an exit,
The only exit I know well is alone with the knife attached to my throat,
I want to die,
I'm never gonna be that special,
Let me die,
At least they'll be one more spare room ready,
And though everyone tells me to believe in Him,
What's the point if my life is spent in shadows,
Just let me die,
Don't even bother with a gravestone...
I keep running around inside my head hoping that one day I'll find an exit,
The only exit I know well is alone with the knife attached to my throat...
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