I sit alone as a light shines bright.
I'm startled at the tunnel vision of the other side of fright.
Here I am but there I am.
I smile but it's upside down.
I know they stare they see my fear.
I can't 1,2,3 your not here but your there.
Why do I hear you but they can't hear you?
I'm back but am I really?
I'm here please see me I know u can you act like you dont see me your not here but your everwhere.
I whisper to Myself your ok don't fall astray.
The question asked where you really here?
I feel happy but sad little but mean
I go from hyper to obscene in 2.5.
The little in me wants tuddles, the big in me want strength, The lady in me let's call her 3 she likes the pain to hurt to see u bleed your screams are her fire ready to ignight.
But number 2 she wants to be mommy to love and cherish share a life.
Number 1 all she want is to be a wife support and love thy husband. Some one to share her life with but what if 123 she's really there or 321 she was never here.
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