I almost lost everything that I worked so hard to keep.
Heading out, before I fall asleep.
My body is so tired and weary from all the wear and tear.
Now tell me, how is this any fair?
You kept my secret for oh so long.
I am trying to be strong.
You know if it gets out to the wrong people, I can lose it all.
Getting ready for one terrible fall.
Standing on fate,
It will be one long wait.
It will be the hardest thing I ever had to do.
Because, I just need to share my truth.
You have always been such a great friend
But all this secrecy needs to come to an end.
I will deal with the after math, I know I am much stronger then you realize.
Just remember when it's all over, I may need your shoulder.
I may cry,
But at least I will never have to wonder why.
©terrylin53
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