I DIDNT SIGN UP FOR ALL THESE GAMES...THOUGHT EVERYTHING CHANGED SINCE THE LAST TIME U CAME, BUT CONSTANTLY DOING THE SAME
LIKE HOW DID U CHANGE? IDK WHY I PUT UP WITH SO MUCH SHIT...DONT EVEN KNOW HIS NAME BUT WALK AROUND WITH HIS KID...TRYNA MAKE RENT...YOU CAN ONLY IMAGINE HOW I FELT LIVING WITH GUILT...I GOTTA STOP MAKING DECISIONS THAT'S JUST NOT FOR ME...
PUTTING MY ALL INTO THIS NEGATIVITY (JUST CRAZY) BLIND FOLDED WHILE SHOT GUNNING IT OPENLY...WISHING AND HOPIN THESE DEMOMS WILL LET GO OF ME...ITS NOT THAT IMPORTANT HE DONE ALLREADY SHOWED ME...TIME DOES NOT HEAL EVERYBODY SOME PEOPLE GETS WORST
(ITS OVER ME)
I HAVE ALL THESE WRITTINGS AND STILL CANT FIND THE PAIN IN ME...
WHY IS IT SO HARD TO LOVE ME?
CONSTANTLY DOUBTING ME ...THOUGHT I DIDN'T BUT I DID IT GRADUALLY...
IT WAS MAGICALLY
I GAVE IT MY ALL NATURALLY
WHY INSIST ON PLAYING WHEN U CAN LIVE HAPPILY BUT U WANT EVERYBODY ELSE SADLY...
I PLAYED FOR SO LONG, I HELD MY GAME, I CAME STRONG...
(I DID IT PROUDLY)
EXPLAIN ALL YOUR WRONGS BUT YOUR HAPPINESS IS ATTAINABLE...
REACHING A NEW LEVEL STILL SIN OR WHATEVER
FUCK THE DEVIL"
NOTHING LAST FOREVER...STUCK IN THE STRUGGLE...FOLLOWING THE LIGHT BUT ITS A LONG ASS TUNNEL...
NEVER A PIECE OF MIND ITS UNBEARABLE...
EMOTIONS IN A JUNGLE...GOTTA PROTECT HER HEART CAUSE EVERYBODY LEFT HER...LOOKING FOR SOMETHING GREATER...
DEPENDING ON PRAYER...ALL I GOT OUT OF THIS IS THIS SHIT NEVER REALLY MATTERED
(WHATEVER)
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