This goes out to my mom,
I'm 26 next month mom ,what do ya know,
I'm sorry you couldn't have been here,
Through so many years to watch me grow,
I wish I could remember your touch,
How you spoke and laughed,and how you would sing,
Want nothing more then to have you right here,
Apart of the days of my life as they were happening,
I do everything I can to remember your face,
I'm so sorry mom its was all so unfair,
I wanted and needed you there mother,
It just seemed God back then, didn't care,
I listen to your favorite song,
Faiyhfully by Journey sometimes all through the day,
Wierd thinking 17 years ago I felt you leave me,
And ive felt that feeling, since then, everyday,
I wish I could've told you that I loved you,
Held your hand and looked you in the eye,
And tell you I was sorry for everything I've done,
And been able to part with a proper goodbye,
I just waned to say your in my thoughts,
And in life you was always in my heart,
And your love showed me the deepest truth,
That my love kept us from ever being apart.
©imaginate
J