Everything I bottled up inside,
All the emotions, hurt, and regret,
Came rushing back that night,
Everything I wanted to forget,
I didn't want to feel the love,
That I had to let go of long ago,
I had to realize that if I felt it,
Pain would end up being all I'd ever know,
I didn't want to feel the relief,
That it still existed out there somewhere,
I already convinced myself,
It was all broken and beyond repair,
Now I'm here fighting to piece it together,
After another whisper to me of your mistaking,
I realize that this pain is not done with me,
And my heart deep down is still breaking.
©justin_ur
J