I fought against my gut
My intuition
My conscience
My friends
My family
Even myself for you
The intention was not to hate myself
Or you
But it was to give you chance
I thought you were worth that chance
Because I believed in you
I saw something special in you
But you didn't see that
You didn't believe in yourself
Pushing you to not believe in me
And as result we both waste our times
What really makes it worse
Is that I made up for that time
And you still have not
Your still playing around like before
And I'm still taking relationships seriously
I'm trying to understand
Why even now you don't see your wrong
I learned my lesson
However,you have not
I really thought you were smarter than that
But I guess you weren't
Because of your self hatred
©arianna.b
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