morning begun
sun rise
day is bright
weather is pleasant
people are smiling
kids are happy
life is joyful
birds are chirping
while myself is sad
how happy they are with their lives
how kind fate is to them
I have always learned to hide my tears behind fake smiles
and these couples who make each other perfect
complete and attractive
I think so they don't know about love
cuz love is another name of attaining pain
it is another name of gaining aloofness
it is another name of doing self sacrifice
so how can they seems so satisfied
anyways I think about sky who hides thousands of colours inside
and each colour is embedded in itself may be they converged as sunshine
to make this world colourful and alive
oh colours please come into my life I need you to make me smile
and now its time to amble on dark paths again
just I want to say you my dear love
you made my life colourless drab and dread
but still myself is available to hold it again
you killed my wishes and wounded myself but
your love immured my heart and your place is still remain
♥
(so I think so life is an exclusive emotional journey to refine regain oneself but still its hard to regain oneself after bearing deadly traumatic phases of life)
©my_poetry
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