i wake up each morning and try to put a smile on my face
Trying to get out of this place
A place in my head where i sometimes go
It messes with me i just don't know
Why can't i control these things
It starts at night in my dreams
I wake up and it seems so real
I mean as real as anyone could feel
Is this a dream i don't really know
It' seems so alive. can't get control
I wake up not knowing what happening to me
At night in bed as i dream
I ask around try to find
Just doing it quietly trying to hide
The fact that i feel like im losing my mind
Or that im lost somewhere in tume
I cant get straight answers are they messing with me
Are they trying to make me believe
That im crazy it is all in my head
Why is this happening and only in my bed
I wonder what can it be
What is happening and why cant i see
Help me someone to get ahold
To find out what got my soul
Why am i hurting and is it real pain
Who do i turn to and who do i blame
Will this stop i just don't know
Please help me will you save my soul
©tinamarie
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