loneliness in the night's cold Dread.
a emptiness lingering making me dead.
the thought of you keeping me alive though
my heart exists to bleed to rot in a hell.
but you are my only heaven.
my only sanity.
fore I am Adam waiting to go back to Eden.
to the sweetness of you.
the sigh of your breath.
the kiss of your skin.
the weight of your thighs.
the caress of breasts that gets me every now and then.
yet lonely thoughts kill me.
leaving me stone empty.
torn by reality.
the wishfulness of having you is nothing but a dream.
the kiss that haunts me though I rather die and forget everything.
everything but you.
the rain washes me with cold.
you were my only heaven my only sanctuary from this earth.
yet I dream of another where there's just me and you.
wanting you.
but thought just makes me blue.
cold with sadness.
yet I dream of you another day another night the sun hides it's warmth.
yet I dream still when night is gone
and my heart is cold and a breath is hard to swallow.
yet you are the only heat that's on my mind.
cold.
hollow.
loneliness swallowing me.
and there was nothing left behind.
©darkmocha
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