When i look in the mirror all i see,
Is a distant stranger looking at me,
So pale and fragile the cracks start to show,
Who is this girl? I don't know,
A smile that is broken now turned to a frown,
Eyes constantly leaking as tears stream down,
Stomach so big thighs so thick,
Bad names and words which forever stick,
Who is this girl? I still don't know,
Losing her mind the more she grows,
Nobody knows the girl looking back,
Falling deeper into darkness with every crack.
But as time goes by I hope to one day happy with the way i am,
maybe one day be proud to be a curvy woman and be my own biggest fan.
BY A.L.FORDHAM
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