here I am once again contemplating my life's beginning and my life's end I'm not looking for sympathy are The Strokes from a violin there's strength in my tears they're always has been it's a cleansing of my soul that I must release joyful at times and painful so deep broken hearted lonely sometimes afraid but I have to keep on pushing through these tears I am made to learn to listen 2 my spirits Within to stay quiet and still and make sure Jesus is my best friend we all must travel our own roads to Damascus oh how beautiful life is such as the Roses that still have their thorns broken hearts do get mended even though they may be shattered and torn deep within me I understand that my journey on this Earth is not promised another day so the strength in my tears Sometimes they come while I pray no this is not about sadness or feeling completely alone this is just about the reality of life love death and being born baptized in the spirit God will never forsake me or leave me alone though I must confess at times I do long for the human touch that in many ways xiety is getting further and further away from with the technology of today oh I'm not saying that social media is a demon but it does here I am once again contemplating my life's beginning and my life and I'm not looking for sympathy all the stroke from a violin their strength in my tears they're always has been it's a cleansing of my soul that I must release joyful at time and painful so deep broken hearted lonely sometimes afraid but I have to keep on pushing through these tears I am made to learn to listen to my spirits within to stay quiet and still and make sure jesus is my best friend we almost travel our own road to Damascus oh how beautiful life is such as the Roses that's still have their thorns broken hearts do get minute even though they may be shattered and torn deep within me I understand that my journey on this earth is not promised another day so the strength and my tears sometimes they come while I pray no this is not about sadness are feeling completely alone this is just about the reality of life love death and being born baptized in the spirit God will never forsake me or leave me alone though I must confess at times I do long for the human touch that in many ways society is getting further and further away from with the technology of today oh I'm not saying that social media is a demon but it does leaves gap in real connection dating site so not for me though I'm still old school when it comes to that I want to meet you in a grocery store or while I'm walking in the park with my dog Chanel number 5 or even if I'm just window shopping in the mall simplicity is fine I do not judge those who seek love in cyberspace my belief is To Live and Let Live as long as you're not trying to force upon me what you believe I should be because he my tears come sometimes unexpected and deep down inside I may feel rejected but that's okay too you see I've learned to live sometimes but just silence I'm funny that way old depression anxiety panic attacks you would not believe all the Dark Places that I have been in some can't possibly believe I battle everyday to keep pressing on and I have to ask God for his strength because I cannot rely on my own and I know that that is okay and that when I get to weary and I don't feel as if I could take another step so if I just call on the name of Jesus He Will Carry Me until I can catch my breath so tears for me Aura cleansing of my mind my body spirit and soul yes there's strength in my tears strength in my tears knowing this gives me strength to keep on strength in my tears strength in my tears
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