Sitting alone in the room,
Food in plate,
food in spoon,
Food in the mouth,
Chewing constantly.
Not that I'm hungry
but trying to keep myself busy.
Every part of the body feeling weak.
Sitting with an angle and maintaining eye contact,
But I can't tell what I'm looking.
Loud music in the room ,
but I can't tell what the music is all about.
Trying to find peace of mind,
but I'm not aware where to find it.
Holding my phone loosely,
Scrolling up and down,
Opening and closing every app,
But unable to tell what I'm searching.
Thinking about the past and trying to connect with the present,
Trying to think how the future Will be,
Trying to forget the past but I keep on remembering over and over again.
©kamaa
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