You used to say that I was worthless without you. An I believed you. Short of breath. I'm startin to lose my mind. I guess I can no longer breathe. Please lay here with me. Baby hold me please Now that I'm no longer with you. I feel spiritually dead. Every time you threatened to walk I'd feel so drained. I'd beg and I plead and I scream. Grab onto you baby please don't leave an you'd laugh and you'd tease. You hate me why did you marry me if you couldn't stand me.
But you break me you'll just make me stronger in spirit than I was. When I met you I tried to lift you up. But I can't hate you. You never broke me you just you just made me stronger in spirit than I was.
It took me so long to figure out that I'll be just fine without you. After time you thought I was clingy an too needy. I felt like I was doomed. A beautiful smile was all that you had. Cause on the inside you were spiritually dead. Towards the end you became toxic. But now I feel so humble. An if ever I again stumble I won't crumble. Because I'm stronger in spirit than I was.
Every time we would fight I'd go into the room read my bible an hide. The day you walked out it was almost a suicide you caused. It was felt like I took a knife to the spirit. Turned my back on christ. But now I'm tryin to draw closer to him again. Though it was toxic I thank you cause you made me stronger in spirit than I was. I dont hate you. I'm just glad days of spittin hate is over.
©cameron
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