I really don't know what to do anymore, I'm a lost soul.
I have an addiction, that won't leave and it leaves me out of control.
I had a wife, a job, and a place I used to call home.
Now, I'm all by myself and it doesn't feel good inside, I feel tired and alone.
I miss the lips that once kissed me
I miss the smell of her hair.
I miss holding her in my arms, and I miss the love we once shared.
I have to beat this addiction, and get my family back together again.
I have to be stronger then before, to show them that I love them and for us its not the end.
I have to be apart of their lives, I have to be there.
They need to know that I love them, I have to show them that I'm not giving up and that I really do care.
©terrylin53
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