how much pain does another have the power to cause this is an answer I can not give I don't think there is no limits to what another person can cause
all I want to do is pack my shit and run as far away from here as I can get hide my embarrassment hide all my shame away and never be seen here again admit my defeat
as I run as fast as I can away from a life that I have found so much fake ass peace now I look myself in a mirror that is so full of hate at this little girl who is scared staring back at this woman in which I have become looking for an answer I cant give her
it is an answer I do not know and I vow I would not lie to myself ever again
so now I have this girl that lives inside of and I even have the woman I have become scared to death that I will lose become weak and give in to the easiest way the only way I have ever known
now I fighting a war for two fighting with a one man army against an army of many kinds all being on the inner side
and I fear that I am going to lose a battle a struggle that I have started with my inner being...
Angela Oaks
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