I am stranded, stuck between world's
And don't ask me to look at the traffic lights
Read the the sign posts or ask for direction
Besides, I don't trust strangers, the reason I'm lost.
Strings of questions are cris-crossed
Stair cases of dos and don'ts intertwined.
The lifts I'm supposed to use have a major breakdown,
And now it's clear that I'm lost.
I am totally not okay upstairs, my mind's exploding,
All bridges are down, the fog's too much.
That time was the first time that I was truly happy
Celebrating and drinking to the ' I don't know me' state
That was all I ever wanted to have, but the universe told me different
That happiness never lasts long in my life
And I chose not to listen
Because the inner me said otherwise
' This time it's a sure bet babe'
I know every option has a choice
And every choice an option
But I'm still stranded within
My head feels like it's leaking
Somebody help me!!!
©desertsnow
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