I loved him so blindly that even red flags
I ignored em for him
I've been doing the same thing for 20 months now
Till when am I supposed to bear this
Just with a meaningless word he makes me feel bad
Maybe I'm paying for the things I've done
But I changed for him , I crossed the lines with him
I fall in love with him every time I thought I lost him
He hurts me unwillingly yet I keep falling willingly
why am I still stuck with him
Sometimes , things clarified for me
Sometimes , I've the urge to move on ,to find the one who's meant for me !
The other day , I feel needy and miss him badly
Stuck in between , will he ever change and start noticing that doing just enough is not what I need from my man and whether I've to leave
but I always come back to him , either I'm broken , messed up or feeling a bit of his love
I'm afraid karma is paying back
I've hurt some hearts , not proud of it
But I've closed the door to my past
I've turned the page now , am I forgiven .
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